A beautiful epic angular painting of the I've been doing everything wrong lately and if we "quarrel" then it's always my fault if we're both honest. Maybe I just need a short distance to collect myself a bit idk but I've been so weird and stupid lately. I didn't come to you today either because first of all I'm really not feeling well and I'm far too tired and didn't feel like it that much and because I just can't manage the bus drivers and generally go somewhere. Ever since we were with felix's relatives, I've been constantly afraid of having another panic attack and that it'll make everything worse again. Before that I'm afraid, btw also in German, that that will happen in front. And I just hung up because it was all too much for me and really hurt me with the meeting that you always believe me, the way you expressed it really hurt me, because that's really how it is came across as if I'm the worst person. I've been trying not to be so dumb and shitty lately, but I always mess up. I can't handle everything myself right now and I just don't know what to do anymore, by Bill Ward and Albrecht Dürer, mixed media, trending on ConceptArtWorld | Painting