A sharp drawing of (I feel rejected, I feel abandoned, I feel poor, I feel desperate that I live in a world divided in two, a world of hell and heaven of that between satan and the holy spirit himself, I feel sick that I surrender so easily and insignificantly, so I even shamefully feel how this world loses its humanity and wants to become something more than a god or a devil or something more than anything in this world:1.2) (with a landscape:0.2)(stunning, highly detailed, 8k, ornate, intricate, cinematic, dehazed, atmospheric:0.7), oil painting, splash art, teal(orange:0.3)(by Jeremy Mann, by John Constable, by El Greco:0.7)(acrylic paint:0.4)(by Zdzislaw Beksinski:0.4)(by Cornelis Bisschop and Tomi Ungerer:0.8) | Midjourney