A dilapidated drawing of (I hate being alive and i spend most of my time hoping that something ends my life so that i don't have to bear the weight of that responsibility:1.2) (with a landscape:0.2), (stunning, highly detailed, 8k, ornate, intricate, cinematic, dehazed, atmospheric:0.7), oil painting, splash art, teal, (orange:0.3), (by Jeremy Mann, by John Constable, by El Greco:0.7), (acrylic paint:0.4), (by Zdzislaw Beksinski:0.4), (by Gustave Dore and James Gillray:0.8) | Midjourney